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ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRRAHIM...

I'm back! haha... it has been so long, huh... really thought no one give a damn bout this blog o mine...i do think of just leaving this blog in limbo! haha.. there's a point in ma life when i think that personal blogging is too much of self exposing.. sort of a foolish thing..opss no offend, im saying out loud my thought coz this is ma blog... yet, i spin my head around...err..literally...haha.. how eerie if i can really spin my head...haha..think..again n again..i gotta reposition maself back to those days when i started writin' this blog... n remind masef of my 'niat'.... herm... this is a self reminder sort of thing which i wish can really benefit masef n others as well... then, why stop???

So, what this post should be about??? Well.. this is sort of a homecoming testimony... im welcoming masef to my blog... hahah... At the moment, im leaning on this black wall (i pasted black sugar papers onto one side of the walls in my room for my design project), thinking of what should i draw on it, hence i cud produce a great artwork+sunlight installation to present in my design studio next thursday...yet, nothing comes to ma mind..its just blank and black..exactly like this wall..arghh.. O'Allah..veryly, U are The Reliever, therefore, relieve me from this blankness...

Then, what should i talk about? the just ended federal election... arhh..not muc we can do anyway... just, best of luck to those who win... may they fulfill their responsibilities as they will b questioned by Allah on the day of judgment.... Allah... im indeed a lil' bit tired... dealing with sunlight aint ez... see.. regardless how creative a person is... He or she will eventually need to study the original creation of The Creator before another artificial creation can be created... enigamtic??? huh.. thats what i was asked to do... anyway...im in a good state of life, Alhamdulillah... recovering from 3 months-holiday mode...beginning to adjust n tighten the nuts and screws of this soul machine which out of my consciousness become a lil bit lose due to too muc of free time...(not every one can understand this..yet Allah knows)... im loving this new apartment...(tq aicha) new housemates...really cool friends... almost done wif furnitures thou my rumate, cik kantan is still sleeping on the couch due to out of stock of ikea bed...financially a bit unstable.. neway, its a test from Allah... anrgh... so much things to write...i should probably save these things inside ma head for the next post... before i end this.. i would like to congratz my housemate, who has eventully taken a huge decision in her life to put on hijjab...ur just gorgeous with hijjab on ur head...its a big step darling n im truly proud of u... may Allah help u to b istiqamah with this hijr...
sleepyhead...sleepyhead.. back pain due to so byk of panjat memanjat thru out the day for the installation project...next post wun take long.. insyaAllah..

Comments

Anonymous said…
lewl~
March 14, 2008 at 5:10 AM
Unknown said…
welcome back!! hef a splendid semester.. :)

_btw, y dont u just share ur bed wif cik kantan (mas??)_
March 19, 2008 at 7:11 PM
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