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 Astaghfirulallah al'azim...
..well.. I guess that's how I should begin my post from now on.. I find myself ranting on unnecessary stuff lately... and I hate the fact that I'm doing that in this precious month.. what's up with u kiambang?

Crit.
After four consequetive days of pretentiously working hard.. I'm feeling extremely exhausted, not that I'm sleepy.. well, I did get enough sleep last night.. which was quite unusual for a night prior to crit... but my brain currently shuts down...  another crit is coming tomorrow... heaps of work to get done... =.=

Ramadhan.
Half has gone.. hopefully not wasted. This very heart is in dire need of consolidation.. this is it..my opportunity.. really hope that I could get enough of it in this very month...

Yusuf.
I listen to the tafseer again and again... well, don't misunderstood me... All surahs are surely comforting and important.. but since I don't have that many tafseers dowloaded... and internet is surely limited... AND... I feel such a fond and unusual connection to this surah... I keep coming back to it...anyone.. anyone who understands would surely benefit from it.. and that's surely true... from the first ayah till the final one.....

Forgiveness.
I've done so many mistakes in this life.. for what is left.. I just wish for forgiveness.. from My Lord the Oft-forgiving.. and from u...whososever is reading this..

Good.
I want to be good... in His eyes...and in ur eyes~

"O Allah! I seek refuge in You from anxiety and sorrow, weakness and laziness, miserliness and cowardice, the burden of debts and from being oppressed by men...ameen"


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