Skip to main content

Hati

Hati ini sedang rawan..

Oh.. ini bulan mulia.. janganlah kau begini duhai hati... jangan dirasuk keluh kesah.. berlapang dadalah.. berlapang dadalah... Yakinlah semua ini tidak lama.. biarlah segalanya demi penciptanya...

Pada senyum yang tidak hadir... bersangka baiklah...
Pada soal yang tiada jawab... lupakanlah...
Pada herdik yang manghiris... maafkanlah....
Pada jeling yang menghina... tunduklah...
Pada ketawa yang kau dilupakan... bersyukurlah...
Pada tangis yang kau dirahsiakan.. berdoalah...
Pada masa depan yang kau dipadamkan... senyumlah...

Mungkin...
Kau juga begitu.. kau juga pasti pernah menyakiti... maka saat ini.. rasalah erti disakiti.. Moga kau mengerti.... bermuhasabahlah.. moga kau diampuni..duhai hati... duhai diri yang memiliki hati...

Jangan...
Jangan duhai hati.. jangan sesekali mendambakan penghargaan manusia... kelak amal mu sia-sia... ikhlaskanlah.. hanya kerna Dia.. kerna Allah...

Mungkin..
Ini peluang menyuci diri.. jangan kau bermuram duhai hati... usap air mata mu duhai hati.. senyumlah atas rahmat luar biasa ini... bersyukurlah....

Sungguh. Sungguh aku merasa terkesan.. lantas ku adukan pada Tuhan... moga bertamu sebuah ketenangan... hadiahi aku sebuah kekuatan.. untuk menakluki sebuah kesabaran...

Ampuni aku oh Tuhan...
Ampuni aku oh Tuhan...
Ampuni aku oh Tuhan...
Ampuni kami oh Tuhan.

There is no 'ilãh except Allah The Magnificent, The Forbearing. There is no 'ilãh except Allah Lord of the Magnificent Throne. There is no 'ilãh except Allah Lord of the Heavens, Lord of the Earth, and Lord of the Noble Throne.
Labels:

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Transition

Sometimes I wonder if I would still blog after I go back for good since it always turns out that I don’t really blog whenever I return to Malaysia. I’m back in Melbourne again. Despite everything I said about this place. I'm always thankful that I’m studying here. 8 hours is long enough, can’t imagine going further. Let alone going back during a short winter break like I just did. Haha… However, regardless how good Melbourne is, coming back here is never easy. It is not the place, it’s the transition. Travelling is tiring. Yes, like yesterday, I had to take two flights, one from Penang to KL, then KL to Melb, it is a lot more tiring for someone like me who could barely sleep in a plane. That’s why I enjoy traveling during the day and taking a window seat. I enjoy day dreaming while staring at those fluffy white clouds. Haha.. Weather change changes everything. I had never went back during winter before. So that was my first time experiencing an abrupt change from a...
12 comments
Read more

Creepy Me in my Poems

For the first time in my architecture-life, I'm bringing my poems into architecture. What's more interesting is, I use my poems in their original form, by this I mean, in Malay language. Now everybody in my class knows how Malay language sounds like. ahaha... The project is pretty much investigating the space between poems. The atmosphere of hearing two poems recited simultaneously. Sounds that make space, space that's defined by sound. Seriously, I don't really know how it'll work out... but hey, just having some experimentation with stuff a bit off-architecture... a break from my headache major project. Plus, I kinda enjoy making people listen to my poems without expecting them to understand a word... rather then, reciting to a bunch of people who understand but couldn't 'appreciate' them... and yeah, I receive some flattering comments from 'mat-salleh' course mate like... "when something is well written, even you can't understand it.....
8 comments
Read more

Against all odds...

I haven't written about school in here for moons... So, I have a couple of things to share... To begin with, I'm currently doing a design studio called Woven... The studio is basically about making beautiful building.. well, it does sound very general.. Every studio sort of has that intention... Anyway, but the different is, what is behind the design.. I mean, the driving idea... because it could be, the site, programs, occupants etc..etc... but for this studio.. It focuses more on the structure... How does the structure influence the design in making it a good and beautiful building... It's about the relationship between the structure and ornaments.... does structure itself serve as the decorative element of the building.. or is it traditional and the decorations stay independent from the structure... It is a decision to be made... Initially, I was really excited about the idea of making the structure ornamented and beautiful.. so instead of serving as structure, it could...
9 comments
Read more