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A friend tweeted “esok dah Oktober!” It occurred to me how quickly time passes. Life seems to flow monotonously, but along the way, as I took a glimpse of a few recent weeks, many things had actually took place and some of them, leaved without a trace for me to understand what it was, let alone response… but at the back of my mind… I knew it happened, and I remember. July It was one of the sweetest months. I went home, had a good winter escape in my hometown… and I met you. However, I stumbled upon a door sill and realized, the door was left ajar because the lock wasn't working! (haha... mesti orang tak faham) … huhu.. The semester commenced... it was a good start. I got my first choice studio. However, at the end of the month.. things started to get a little hay wired. August I would say, patience was the hallmark of August. The semester got tougher. Works were continuously piling up… things got off my hands. I romped about my life, breaking all the good things I had… I h...

I’ve been wanting to write about this for so long. Now that my brain is figuring out some stuffs about design, I’ll write about it… as I said in previous post, I’m a multitasker…hihii Before I proceed, I better clarify that, I’m not writing a fiqh article.. I’m just sharing my thoughts with all the hijabees out there, something based on my observations… Hijabess aren’t really strangers here in Melbourne, you’ll see women with headscarves everywhere. Nevertheless, from my personal experiences, people still question about this piece of fabric wrapping our head… some of the lame questions are like, why do you wear it? Can you ever take it off? Do you wear it at home? Can you wear different colors? How do you get your hair cut? Well, I’m not answering all of those question here… but I’m going to write about something else.. here is the story. I know that scholars differ in the ruling of not wearing hijjab with the non-muslim women… you can ask about it yourself and I’m not compete...

As soon as you started talking to people about your situation or anything that’s burdening you. You’ll realize you’re not alone. God created each of us unique but at the same times have so much in common so that we could learn from one another. I’m not a big fan of generalization for I never see two situations as equal. There is no one size for everything. But I do believe as much as we think others don’t understand us, they do have things in their mind that could relate to what is in ours… and as much as I don’t fancy generalization, I use it all the times just because it makes sense to many people rather than just myself. It won’t be me not having so much thoughts mounting in head. I always try to focus on doing one thing at a time, but it’s just as hard as trying to quit being a nocturnal…what I’m saying, it’s not impossible.. It’s just so freaking hard. If my head is not a mess, it prolly got nothing in. I’m a multitasker… instead of keeping on complaining why can’t I focus bl...

What a life would’ve been without twitter or facebook or even this blog. Writing has been my salvation since I know how to write. Seriously, I don’t really remember how it all started but all that I knew, I kept diaries since I was in primary school. I composed poetries when I was ten and enjoy reading since kindergarten. I don’t really write for people to read. I write for my own personal reasons, I write to divert my negative energy into something less destructive. Written words can’t be harmful if they were left unread. .. that’s why diaries have always been my best friends. Technology somehow has changed that. I don’t want to talk about how people these days have split personalities between their real and virtual life. Most thoughts are read, at least by a few… and with the mushrooming social platforms, people talk more, in fact more than in their actual life… and I talk more than I used to do, sometimes to an extent of disclosing unnecessary personal stuffs. <-like sayin...

Aku mahu... teramat mahu pergi jauh... tempat yang teramat jauh, kalau nak sampai itu jenuh. Kalau dicari lelah bersepuh... jauhhhhhh sekali... tak tercapai naluri... padan muka, siapa pun tak dapat cari... separuh mimpi separuh realiti... Tapi.... Kerja belambak, duit takdak. Di sinilah duduk tercanggak. Sedih. "Hei kamu, bawa aku pergi dari sini... kerna dalam hati ini, ada secangkir benci yang aku musuhi.... jua ada setelaga cinta yang aku hampir lupa" OK... tak payah mengerti.... hanya momok perempuan gila di malam hari. ....dan aku pun ketawa berdekah-dekah pada diri. ya, padan muka sendiri.

Got stuck between works and did this random  psychology test ... look at the result! You Are An INFP (introversion, intuition, feeling, perception) is an abbreviation used in the publications of the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) to refer to one of sixteen personality types.[1] The MBTI was developed from the work of prominent psychiatrist Carl G. Jung in his book Psychological Types. Jung proposed a psychological typology based on the theories of cognitive functions that he developed through his clinical observations.) - copied fr wikipedia The Idealist - O.o You are a creative person with a great imagination. *wink* You enjoy living in your own inner world. (huh! are saying I'm a 4D person?) Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. *chiuuwwww!!*** It takes a long time for people to get to know you. (oh welll...*caugh*) You are hesitant to let people get close to you. But once you care for someone, you do ev...

Sometimes, you don’t really want to hear things like ‘you’ll be alright’… because it’s all that you’ve been telling yourself all along… the word ‘alright’ seems to appear so pretentious and sarcastic… and you don't know how long it’ll take to get there. Sometimes, you do need someone to remind you that you are better than what you think of yourself and trust in you more than you trust in yourself. Sometimes, a slap on the face is way better than a comforting hug… you need someone who always brave enough to snap you of your broken dreams … wake you up to move on and fix things… or at least, dream another dream. Sometimes, being overly optimistic would only give you false hope… you need to step back, admit the impediment… measure your strength properly prior to taking any action. Sometimes, you do need someone to catch you when you fall… but if you think of yourself as a bouncy ball rather than a fragile glass… you would prefer a hard surface rather than a soft one. Sometim...

I have so much random thoughts in my head… well, I’m desperately in need of something useful for my design.. but all of this randomness is hindering my brain from working properly… adoila… *I promptly named a friend Mahmud for no reason today* The coming mid semester crit chills me to the bone. I’m doing such a studio which I kinda like very much despite the crazy hectic workloads… really wanna give all my best… besides… my ex will be coming as one of the guest crits… opps! I mean, my ex-tutor… muahaha.. *haish, merepek sgt aih ckp!!!* Have a snippet of my preliminary design proposal: my tutor said it's 'beautifully ugly' *hmmph!* or in master chef term ' yuckyyumm' Haish… I feel like a hopeless lazy bum… blame it on the raya mode! Oh! Ask me not about my raya… it was good all in all, alhamdulillah… but how could I ever be celebrating much when all these worries are having its own celebration in my head…. Syyyhhh.. do you hear it? Chiiiuwwww chiuuwwww chi...

Untuk semua yang dirindu dan seluruh umat Islam taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum

A friend of mine wrote a very interesting status on Facebook "reflective reflection: would you marry yourself?"  which lead me to this beautiful piece of writing on an Islamic Forum . Assalamu Alaykum wa Rahmatullahee wa Barakatu One of the first things that most people think about when preparing for or thinking about marriage, are the characteristics or qualities of the person they would like to marry. Some people think about how they want their potential husband or wife to look - perhaps they think about such things as hair and skin color. Some men may look for a wife who is an excellent cook, and some women may look for a husband who is very religious. Many Muslims nowadays look for a wife or husband that is conversant in the Arabic language, or someone that is at least a student of Arabic. Nonetheless, most people, Muslims included, seem to go to great lengths to make elaborate lists, either on paper or in their minds, about all the things they want or expect f...

I’m having a light headache probably from the rain this afternoon… took some panadol and tried to put myself to sleep but for some reasons, my eyes refuse to shut… I want to do work but my brain isn’t functioning very well and I’m rather a little cranky… The light is off, and as I was drifting in my thoughts I remember a beautiful real event/story which was told to me a few days ago. ..and I feel like sharing it with everyone… There is a man who is a caretaker of a masjeed here in Victoria. One day, while he was sitting alone in the masjeed, two good looking bearded men visited the masjeed. As this two men arrived, they performed an ablution hence entered the masjeed. Upon entering the mosque, one of them said to the caretaker whose name is Mansoor. “Salam O’ my brother Mansoor, are you ready?” Mansoor was smitten by the question… but after a little pause he positively answered; “inshaAllah, I’m ready” He hence got up from his sitting and walked towards the two men. ...

I like people who can always see the bright side of any situation... cause it's something I'm not so good at. =)

Kehadapan sesiapa saja yg mengerti. Saya dengan ini cuba menulis warkah ini sesopan yang mungkin Di sebuah hutan tropika, ada suatu komuniti penguin dari antartika… ya, mereka penguin… jd mereka masih hidup dan makan spt penguin sekalipun mereka berhijrah ke hutan tropika. Komuniti mereka smakin lama smakin ramai, maka ada tersedianya sebuah lubuk murah untuk penguin-penguin yang tidak mahu tinggal di atas pokok. Di lubuk tersebut, penguin-penguin hidup dgn aman… tetapi mereka tak dpt memburu kerana lubuk itu kontang dan tiada ikan. Jadi mereka terpaksa la upah penguin luar yg dikenali sbg Prati (prasan reti) utk sediakan mknn… ceritanya, kump penyedia mknn ini dipilih oleh komuti yg tidak tinggal di lubuk itu… tak mengapalah… apabila Prati bermula, dimulai dgn tempoh cubaan … Sepanjang tempoh cubaan tersebut, pelbagai rungutan timbul… ada yang kata, ikan tidak segar… sotong dan udangnya plastik, penguin suka makan mentah, tetapi pernah pula dijamu udang masak kari …lalu m...