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Happy Chinese New Year, Mak!
Ahaaa.... bu xing...bu xing!!! That will seriously upset my mak... The worst thing to mention in my family is to question about my mak's biological parents. I know, it might not be the 'Chinese' part that would really upset her, but the fact that she was adopted. My mak lived a hard life before, she had once told me that her foster brother was so mean, teasing her that she is 'anak bela'.. owh God, that wasn't teasing, it was insulting... However, i can hardly hide my curiosity, since i know my mak was adopted (I think I was around 14 at that time), I always wish that someday, i could find her biological parents...well, it wasn't just me.. my brothers n sister were once wanted to look for it, but there was an objection from ayah.. I suppose, ayah doesnt want mak to be upset...and, he was right too.. that wouldn't change a thing... but, well.. we are just curious...
Anyway..I love my mak for whoever she is... knowing her past will not do any different...she is my mak, and I love her..n she loves me.. shouldn't ask for more...
So, here I go, wishing all chinese Happy Chinese New Year!~

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Pok Kam said…
Slm,


In a way I envy you for you still have your mother. Treasure your moment together well.

It's 2.50am here in M'sia and I am so tired but could not sleep. Too full. Over eaten maybe.:P
January 26, 2009 at 5:53 AM
Anonymous said…
wslm..
yes, I'm very grateful...
u must have had a marvellous new year eve...!
January 26, 2009 at 11:26 AM
lara aisya said…
salam.........
hahhahahahhahaha......
kak sarah bagitau mak....haha...taktahu...hahaah
January 26, 2009 at 5:06 PM
Anonymous said…
weh! jgn laaa....
January 26, 2009 at 6:24 PM
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