Skip to main content

Bersangka Baiklah Wahai Hati

Sedap angin petang ini... tengah hari tadi panas...

Macam ni lah manusia, bila panas bising panas, sana sini pasang kipas... yang jenis tak pakai baju semuanya lepas, nasib laa dah duduk negeri mcm ni, syukur la juga jadi perempuan... bukan la nak kata org perempuan tak payah jaga pandangan, tapi orang laki lagi susah rasanya... 

Bila sejuk bising sejuk, bising letrik mahal la... nak ke tandas malas... berkelubung sepanjang masa... lepas tu asyik mandi air panas, kulit rosak... muka merah macam kena rebus...

"there is always something wrong" 

I bet anyone who went to the upper pool balloting last Tuesday would still remember Peter Corrigan's story... haha... malas nak cerita.. tp itu lah... manusia kan... ada saja tak kena....

I would say that, human eyes always fail to see perfection... Allah has perfectly designed everything for us... all the nikmah before us, has been beautifully presented... but we tend to overlook, then forget... then complain... haish,.. O'Lord.. am I one of those ungrateful people?

I remember my nephew, Ammar...

One day, my kaklong lectured to her kids about school and all... just that common mom-to-kids talk, I guess... then, just about a few hours later... Ammar (his son) came to her...

Ammar: Ummi, Ammar minta maaf na...
Ummi: Sebab apa pulak ni minta maaf?
Ammar: Sebab hati Ammar kata org tua ni banyak beletiaq la.. 


Hahaha.. it was a little funny when I first heard of it... but when I reflected on the situation, he was actually apologizing for his hidden thought (which was eventually blurted out since my sister had asked about it)... 

It occurred to me that there is always some sort of thoughts in our head or heart that are not supposed to be revealed... Yes, people said..it's good to be outspoken... moreover, it's a democratic era peeps! we have freedom of speech! blablabla... but hey.. u see... a heart is never free from being hurt...

Nevertheless, however we feel... Allah knows... any single thought that we keep hidden in our deepest heart, He knows... and, how frequent do we ask for forgiveness, istighfar and all... Yes, I'm asking myself too... 

Sometimes, when calamities strike... we unconciously blame Allah for it... for instance,

"kenapa la aku... kenapa mesti aku ni huduh sangat... kenapa tuhan buat kat aku mcm ni"

Selalunya, itu hanyalah sekadar keluhan melepas lelah di dada... tapi kita seolah-olah mempersoalkan takdir...

Mak selalu pesan... "Jangan bersangka buruk dengan tuhan"... Siapa tahu, entah-entah kalau kita cantik, kita sombong, dok pi tayang kat org... takpun tulis blog dok cerita tentang kecantikan diri... hahaha... takpun nanti ramai pulak org kagum... lepas tu menimbulkan riak di hati...

So, there is a hidden reason for everything... kalau org tu tak cantik, mungkin dia baik... takpun cerdik... eh, dah bab lain pula...

Cumanya... kita jangan la bersangka buruk pada tuhan dan jgn putus harap... lepas tu, hati tu, kalau tiba-tiba terdetik benda tak baik tu.. byk-byk la istighfar... kan? kawan-kawan?

Jadi.... kiambang oi... bersangka baiklah, tak lama lagi dapat la rumah tu inshaAllah.. :)

Labels

Labels:

Comments

Afiq said…
Salam

Nak nombor landlord x?
I know 2 3 orang yang main real estate kat sini. Byk property yang diorg rent kpd student.
February 26, 2010 at 11:21 PM
Anonymous said…
wslm... nak... SMS kalau boleh... jzk.... :)
February 26, 2010 at 11:43 PM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Transition

Sometimes I wonder if I would still blog after I go back for good since it always turns out that I don’t really blog whenever I return to Malaysia. I’m back in Melbourne again. Despite everything I said about this place. I'm always thankful that I’m studying here. 8 hours is long enough, can’t imagine going further. Let alone going back during a short winter break like I just did. Haha… However, regardless how good Melbourne is, coming back here is never easy. It is not the place, it’s the transition. Travelling is tiring. Yes, like yesterday, I had to take two flights, one from Penang to KL, then KL to Melb, it is a lot more tiring for someone like me who could barely sleep in a plane. That’s why I enjoy traveling during the day and taking a window seat. I enjoy day dreaming while staring at those fluffy white clouds. Haha.. Weather change changes everything. I had never went back during winter before. So that was my first time experiencing an abrupt change from a...
12 comments
Read more

Willful Ignorance

I was too busy with architecture for the last few weeks.. . haven’t really got a chance to get my head around what’s going on in the world, especially back home in Malaysia. I felt detached from reality. I felt like I was living in ignorance. I felt guilty. Therefore, since I finished my final presentation yesterday (still got 2 submissions coming though)… Today, I decided to take a day off from architecture. I went out for a good lunch with a friend, had some retail therapy… and came back, get on the internet and try to update myself with some of the current issues. I read. I read. I read and I read. As a result. I feel sick. And I still feel guilty, way worse… I feel guilty and hopeless for knowing things I could never really do anything about. I know... I know...I know I’m a little behind. But I still need to put more efforts in understanding the following issues, I’m feeling lost and mentally constipated just by reading one or two news/articles/blogposts about them. 1. ...
2 comments
Read more

Kerja Tak Siap Lagi!

I guess one of the real problem with Malaysian Architecture is it lacks of publication even on the internet. I have been browsing for Malaysian architecture these few days and surprisingly I found that there are many amazingly great projects back home. I stumbled upon many photos of interesting designs that I wish I could dig further for my assignment. But it is frustrating that how brief most of the information is. I also wonder if having a website is such a big deal (expensive, is it?) since not many firms have a website, let alone a good one. Some websites I have to say are not inviting at all. Many use dark/navy blue as the primary color, why is it? I don’t hate blue, but it’s not tasty at all as an architecture website… I also found some real good architects who keep blogs, but the problem with a blog is, it depends on the updates. Therefore, even if it is a current project (since some projects run for years), but if the post was 7 months ago, the blog seems abandoned. Besides, it...
5 comments
Read more