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Allahuakbar...Allahuakbar...Allahuakbar.. tiada bicara dapat ku suara, tiada gambar dapat ku lakar.. Maha suci Tuhan yang menciptakan segala yang dilangit dan dibumi...1 syawal 1429, antara hari terindah hidupku...

Memang..syahdu asalnya di pagi tu, bila sayup-sayup takbir bergema dari komputer, diiringi lagu-lagu raya klasik...bohong jika aku tidak terkenang ibu, bohong jika pada ayah tidak ku rindu, kakak abang, anak-anak saudara yang tak bisa ku ketemu... memang... berlagu irama sayu disuatu sudut hatiku....

Namun..hari itu hari kebesaran... suatu kemenangan yang harus diraikan..pengorbanan selama sebulan, ku harap diterima tuhan... hari itu anugerah, anugerah dari Allah..

Bersiap-siap bersama teman serumah, masing-masing mengenakan pakaian indah nan baru yang dikirimkan oleh keluarga.. kami melangkah ke perkarangan RMiT Alumni Court... Segala rasa bercampur baur, tambahan memikirkan' Chinese: reading and writing test' yang harus kulalui seusai aku menyempurnakan solat eidulfitr. Maha suci tuhan yang menciptakan... Maha suci tuhan yang menguasai hatiku.. Setiba di perkarangan RMiT Alumni Court, segala resah gelisah lenyap bagai tidak pernah menjelma..dingin udara pagi begitu lembut membelai hatiku...girang suara takbir menyorak riang jiwaku.. Oh, tuhan betapa aku bersyukur.. suasana diindahkan dengan bunga sakura putih yang berguguran jatuh ditiup bayu, bagai turut sama melagukan kesyukuran pada tuhan.. bertemu teman-teman lain semakin menganda-ganda rasa suka.. dan pagi itu aku solat eidulfitri denga penuh rasa gembira...

Seusai solat..bangun si khatib menyampaikun khutbah..khutbah disampaikab dwilingual... bermula dengan bahasa arab diikuti bahasa inggeris... Khutbah berkisar tentang kasih sayang..antara kita sesama islam... Oh tuhanku yang maha penyayang, betapa aku bersyukur atas keislamanku..kerana aku seorang muslim maka dimana ku berada aku tahu ada yang menyayangiku selagimana ada muslim disitu..dan sekalipun tiada siapa bersamaku, aku masih punya Engkau!

Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar! Allahukabar!

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Anonymous said…
y do u hev to take chinese?
October 6, 2008 at 1:55 PM
Anonymous said…
because i want to.. :)
October 7, 2008 at 11:18 AM
Anonymous said…
owh.. i tot its compulsory..
October 9, 2008 at 2:11 PM
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