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A complete nonsense post



I wish to write, but I don’t really know what I am suppose to write.


hmmm...

Actually, I kind of know things that I want to write about, but I’m not sure about how I suppose to write them

For once, I really feel bad at writing.

I guess I just got too many things in my head, they are all clustering and intertwining with each other.

hmm.........

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hmmm...



emmmm....









I was thinking, I was thinking about the alter ego of an architect.

Architects have too much pride. They are always firm and stern with the decision made despite the outcome. Architects mind deal with too much of rationalization, or maybe post-rationalization… they either really have or they make reasons for all the things that they do. Architects don’t believe in right or wrong because every idea or action has certain potentials, they only believe in which reason is stronger or maybe more sensible than the other. Architects deal with criticism pretty well, they ‘listen’ to criticism pretty well but most of the times, they don’t act upon the criticisms because they believe in taste… and everyone is to its own preference. But on the other hand they always find a way to make things work because they know that if something does not have any potential, they wouldn’t have pursued it at the first place. Yes, architects don’t give up on things easily, because with everything that they do, there is passion. Architects.... female architects can be too complicated for some... cause women are naturally complex and architecture makes them more difficult.

I don’t know why I’m blogging this. I need to clear my mind a little… it’s too pack in there.

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