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Sedap angin petang ini... tengah hari tadi panas... Macam ni lah manusia, bila panas bising panas, sana sini pasang kipas... yang jenis tak pakai baju semuanya lepas, nasib laa dah duduk negeri mcm ni, syukur la juga jadi perempuan... bukan la nak kata org perempuan tak payah jaga pandangan, tapi orang laki lagi susah rasanya...  Bila sejuk bising sejuk, bising letrik mahal la... nak ke tandas malas... berkelubung sepanjang masa... lepas tu asyik mandi air panas, kulit rosak... muka merah macam kena rebus... "there is always something wrong"   I bet anyone who went to the upper pool balloting last Tuesday would still remember Peter Corrigan's story... haha... malas nak cerita.. tp itu lah... manusia kan... ada saja tak kena.... I would say that, human eyes always fail to see perfection... Allah has perfectly designed everything for us... all the nikmah before us, has been beautifully presented... but we tend to overlook, then forget... then complain... haish,.. ...

Oh yeah... I'm still homeless... and my precious-recently-renewed passport is still missing... rasa lempaq kok jalan dah, sapa jumpa tlg bagi (I do feel like the most careless person on earth) ...haish... for some silly condition, my phone has been barred, untill next Tuesday I think... kalau mesej tak berbalas, atau kalau ada sapa2 yang melanggan mesej tapi tak dapat, minta maaf la naa.... My sky is a little gloomy in the midst hot summer day... But hey... didn't I say in my previous post "life shouldn't be so melancholy?" So this evening, I went out cycling with my dearest friend, cik kemboja ... weee... trying my new self-assembled bike... Syok ooo ronda-ronda.... lepas tu pergi tengok Ali... haha  <- sila rujuk cik kemboja untuk keterangan lanjut... Weee... even the sky is falling down, there are still many reasons to keep on smiling... and living... yeah!

Hi, my name is As. My full name is Assalamualaikum… I’m feeling a little miserable at the moment… But I guess… What a boring life would it be without a little test?! How forgetful as a servant would I be if He did not remind me of how much I always need Him… In joy and sorrow… There is He, to turn to… This is life… sometimes, all the bad visits in abundance… little problems… sum up into a great test… but hey, Allah burdens not any soul beyond its capacity…  the greater the test, the stronger I am.. yay! And never forget… blessings also come in abundance… I might be poor, homeless, a little ill... but I can still feed myself, I have friends’ home to take shelter, I’m breathing clean air, I have nice clothes to wear, I have many good friends by my side, I have a little brain that is still working… My, how countless is the blessing… and all in all, I have handful of love to give and to receive… MashaAllah… It’s a beautiful life indeed… A little encouragement… KIAMBANG IS AN OPT...

I wished to write about my homelessness… and my heart that misses all the good I left back at home… and all the love across the oceans… then I realize that InshaAllah, sooner or later, I’ll find a house, all I need is just to keep on searching and praying... and a missing heart will not recover until the reunion… and the distance only matters to the mind not to the heart… therefore, I decide to drop the subjects… life shouldn’t be so melancholy… let’s talk about something else… something more general… something not about me… I recently read an interesting post titled “Hargailah kewujudan suami anda” Yes, this is what I meant by something not about me… Owh, wait… maybe, something-not-YET about me… ok, that sounds more appropriate… hehe.. I’m not going to review the post… click the link and read at your own risk, no I mean for your own good whether you are married, single or divorced… “Wuuu… interested bout this sort of thing, huh? Ada apa-apa ka? “ Haa… spekulasi! Ketuk ketampi l...

I’m leaving for Melbourne very soon. It is hard to lift this heaviness of my heart. Through many years that had passed by, I still don’t deal with separation very well. It is a great sorrow for me to part with my love ones. Still go I must. Anyways, whatever or however I feel usually is temporary. I’ll be okay once I resume to my hectic student life. I do miss it somehow… Being idle for too long isn’t good. As I reflect on my summer holiday, I did nothing much except, hanging wallpaper, reading and nannying. But I surely did a lot of thinking… Even about things that I never even thought of thinking… As usual, prior to my leave, I would have a final shopping which usually is a series of mall tour that occurs for a few consecutive days… hehe… OK, due to that I’ve been going to the malls these few days, there are many promotions for two upcoming events, Chinese New Year and Valentine. Waaa.. it adds to my dreadfulness that I have to leave on Chinese New Year. Nak raya jugak! However, ...

Langit petang dan burung terbang pulang sarang... Matahari garang dan suara-suara girang... Pohon nyiur tunjang dan tanah lembab separa padang... Katil bujang dan radio usang... Wajah-wajah yang ku sayang... Sekala lagi, selamat tinggal itu bertandang... Resam anak dagang harus terbang... Mana hati tidak sarat pabila harus diheret jauh dari damai nikmat nian... Kata org tua, alah bisa, tegal biasa... sungguh bagai dikata, namun apabila alahnya tentang berpisah... berkali sudah, hati tidak pernah biasa... Menatap redup wajah berkasih sang ibu, memaut rapat naungan cinta sang ayah... Mana hati tidak merasa payah... Tawa jenaka kekanda-kekanda yang tidak pernah reda... pasti merantai rindu, sarat terbelenggu.... Namun, untuk sebuah janji pada pertiwi... segenggam cita untuk hari muka... dan sejunjung kurnia dari yang Esa... Kan ku heret jua jasad dan jiwa... Untuk kesekian kalinya... tempat ini harus ku tinggalkan lagi... Tersurat sudah perjalanan ini... lalu harus terus menerokai... l...

Second post for today… haha.. pulun…. But this time around, I seriously have a thing to share…. Weeee~…. I had just discovered how to enjoy McFlurry in style… yeah, I know… perhaps, it’s nothing to be proud of… but who cares… muahahaa… (kak sarah mesti tension) I don’t know how long I haven’t had McFlurry…and this evening, due to the extreme heat… it appeared to be the most delightful treat…so I had one, shared with my dearest Kak Sarah… but the moment I grabbed the cup, I noticed that it has quite a unique spoon… (I know, it’s been like that since it first appeared in the market, tp nak buat perak juga!) I wonder why the spoon was designed to have a fat hollow squared handle… Was it meant for easy grip? Or was it just purely aesthetic? Anyway… unconsciously(?) I slotted my index finger into the hollow handle… the spoon hence appeared like an extension of my finger… hahaa… and I continued eating the ice cream… Oh! It tasted better! Heee… Org jari besar tak boleh buat… haha… It’s ...

1. Yay.. syukur dah ada mesin kerja baru... 2. Impian nak dslr simpan dlu la jauh-jauh... =( 3. Bila nak sudah pasang wallpaper ni... lembab ngokngek sungguh... ralit sgt... padan muka... 4. **sob**sob** return to Melb on 14th Feb, iA... waaa, tak sempat raya kat rumah... 5. "Inilah sandiwara dunia!" kata P.Ramlee 6. Cita-cita makin banyak... hati bernyanyi "harapan setinggi gunungggg..." (apatah tajuk lagu ni?) 7. OH, my siblings are growing old... mana saja pergi, org tny "tu ayah/mak ka?" Oh my,how it makes me feel so young young young..!!!. muahaha... 8. Rumah kat melb tak dak lagi... balik jadi homeless... hahaa.. 9. Ada banyak buku teringin nak baca... "The Witch of Portobello" by Coelho seems interesting... Nak baca "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" pun tak terbaca lagi...haha... 10. 3 hari dah duk nyanyi " I beg your pardon......." hahaha... 11. Kak Sarah duk makan keropok... pastu kata "pukui 4 ...