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I am really really really bored.... I want to read a book, but my eyes refuse to do so... I need to correct my article.. yet... not really sure how to... I want to eat, but I'm not hungry... I've been writing a puisi though but it sounds too melancholic..So I'm not going to publish it... Hence, I end up blogging nonsense.. hee~ Things that I want to do/be/have in this life (for once, my wish list will exclude things related to architecture, otherwise it will be too long) ~ 1. jadi budak baik (merangkumi hidup selepas dan perkara yg sewaktu denganya yang tidak patut dicanangkan) 2. jadi penulis lirik (I have this dream since I cant remember when, I really envy my brother... he stole my dream) 3. menerbitkan antologi puisi 4. learn how to draw and paint properly especially portraiture 5. be very proficient in english 6. run an ice cream shop 7. run a muslima boutique 8. build myself a mini semi-classic malay house close to a beach 9. a big shelf full of miniature collectio...

The love lake.. view from one of the balconies... It was quite foggy that morning~ It's rockasourous... A bench, overlooking the lake.. Such a lonely feeling, yet peaceful~ The sun was setting and we were leaving...~ The trip was great... Grampian, the beauty is breathtaking.. My photos would never be able to depict that...

It's winter... It's holiday.. Sounds great, I really wish it will turn out as great as it sounds... so far.. Its been okay... These few days...Somehow, I sort of realise that one of the things that is keeping me together is architecture... the workloads, flood of ideas that occupy my brain all the times, clear intention to turn on my computer.... they make me feel like.. myself... Today... I decided to stay in... after a few days of great outings especially with Oya.. I just want to comfortably nest under my warmth quilt.. read a book with some chocolate biscuits and a glass of milk on my bedside table, accompanied by subtle music buzzing from my laptop... yeah.. I've been lazy... I also browse through websites and blogs trying to find some good poems to read... not many that I could find though.. how I wish I have one of A. Samad Said, Usman Awang or Chairil Anwar poeems compilation with... It's so sad to say that I don't even have any of those... :( ... Anyone who...

STUDIO : WOVEN TUTOR : SEAN MCMAHON PROJECT : RMIT ARCHITECTURE LIBRARY SITE : SWANSTON STREET

Herm... to begin with, I'm really not sure why I want to write on this.. Maybe because I have too much time...tired of reading or just feel like blogging...Anyway..I'm probably just curious... I heard... some people say.. "orang cute/cantik/lawa/handsome, 'gedik' tak apa..kalau hodoh 'gedik' org meluat"... First of all, as far as I'm concerned 'gedik' according to Kamus Dewan 4th edition means bp = tergedik-gedik lincah (bkn gadis); bergedik-gedik bergerak-gerak, terketar-ketar; menggedik-gedikkan menggerak-gerakkan (bahagian badan spt kaki dll sewaktu mengelamun); kegedikan keadaan (sifat) gedik: ~ tubuh badannya yg montok. But I suppose, the word 'gedik' in daily conversation carries wider meaning than that.. correct me if I'm wrong..maybe it means..overacting, mengada-ngada, terhegeh-hegeh, melampau, terlebih manja,flirty etc... but whatever it means, it's negative... right?! So.. is the statement above true? I would say...

Lately I've been thinking.. a lot.. too much, maybe.. about.. too many to list down.. anyway.. sometimes, I still feel like I'm living on a dream.. being able to study architecture.. it is a blessing for me.. such a shame to mention how ignorant I've become to ignore this blessing by keep complaining on the obstacles of this course eg; workloads and etc. whilst, I have friends who don't get a chance to do what they really want to do.. and on the other part of the world, some people with talents and intelligence greater than mine don't get a chance to have any proper education. InshaAllah.. by His Will and Mercy.. at the end of this year, I will graduate for part1... not yet qualified to be an architect (I have to finish another 2 more years), but i suppose should be able see well what this architecture realm is about. After so much thoughts...and talks.. i start to feel an unbearable burden on my shoulder. Architects, as many would see, might just seem as a bunch of...

Bismillah... what a relief to be free from assignments and school works... Submission was yesterday... The final presentation that was last Thursday went really well... Allhamdulillah.. my biggest gratitude to Allah who makes things breezed through better than I had expected... Also, my thanks toward those who had helped me out through out the semester directly or indirectly... I would love to upload some stuffs from the presentation.. but at the moment.. I just want to take a break from all those stuffs.. besides.. something is not quite right about my eyes.. I'm planning to take some day off from computer... hopefully it would ease my eyes... my views are all shaky and distorted now.. as if the world is shaking...But yeah.. I don't know how could I possibly do that... Anyway.. it's time to relax... I want to finish this same novel that I've been reading for moons... go to the beach... eat ice cream...so on and on... So.. have a good day everyone!

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Breakfast; toasted google Snacks; photoshop crisp Lunch; autocad salad with shredded rhino meat Afternoon tea; illustrator brownies Dinner; rhino steak with mashed vray Supper indesign rice cake

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