Friday, July 31, 2009

history

mauro: if you look at this picture.. u can see.. bla bla blaaaa....
oya: takmau tengok~


hahahahhaaa... history lecture was really torturing.. I just wish its a little bit shorter.. but, I couldn't deny that it was very interesting indeed.. all images shown are fantastic.. I'm learning so much in this subject... and the best.. so much about the realistic side of architecture.. the more human one, rather than just 'architecture'... it's good to know from historical evidences that architecture, somehow somewhat is a very strong medium for ideology~ so.... I need to start making my own propaganda...hahaa... It's not easy to be a revolutionist, I better start now~ hahaaa...

Oh ya.. I think Mauro Italian accent somehow is quite charming.... hhaaahhaa (I think everyone's gonna hate me!!!) He is really a talking machine!

Ok..get the essay done, Asriah!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

sabar

***kohkohkohkohkoh***

pakat duk lawan batuk... begitulah senario di la trobe skrg.. jika anda bercadang utk bertandang.. sila bawa topeng muka bersama..hee~

it seems like I'm not getting any better.. my back still hurts... tapi... malaslah mahu ke doktor.. haish.. hari ni ponteng taekwondo lagi~

sungguh, nikmat kesihatan itu nikmat yg sungguh besar... waktu sihat, sering lupa mensyukuri.. bila sakit-sakitan begini.. baru sedar diri.. minta ampun ya tuhan~ kamu yang sihat, jgn lupa bersyukur ya!

bila begini, pada keluarga rindu amat.. rindu mak, rindu ayah... mak dan ayah pastinya marah jika enggan ke doktor... masa kecil, ayah cempung masuk dlm kereta, bawa ke doktor... sampai besar ke sekolah menengah, mahu masuk jumpa doktor, masih diteman emak..

malam-malam.. bila rintih sakit kepala, sakit badan segala.. ayah usap dan urut sampai lena... terfikir, saat mereka sekarang sudah tua dan tinggal berdua.. tidak pula aku bujuk resah malam mereka hingga lena..dipinta urut kaki yang kebas, sekali dua aku sudah bosan.. kejamnya aku!

selera makan yang mengila juga sudah reda.. bagus juga sakit begini, mungkin ini caranya tuhan bantu kawal nafsu makan yang rakus... teringat emak juga.. pasti dimasak sesuatu yg pada selera ku kena.. dibawa makanan ke sisi, disuap hingga cukup.. ditemani hingga ubat habis diambil... ayah juga, setiap hari pasti ambil pasti, apa yang aku mahu.. apa yang selera ku damba.. dicari hingga jumpa...

kini, harus berdikari.. sakit apa pun.. harus kuat, makanan harus bangun cari sendiri.. makan apa yang semua org makan.. sungguh rasa tidak lalu dgn deria rasa yang sebu.. hari ini belum makan tengah hari.. bukan tiada makanan.. tetapi sedang berkira-kira untuk makan.. selera entah ke mana.. ah! sungguh aku banyak karenah... harus syukuri.. punya makanan itu satu nikmat.. bayangkan mereka yg bukan sahaja sakit, makanan pula tidak ada...

mungkinkah aku atau sesiapa sahaja? bila sakit mahu dimanja.. dilayan macam raja... mahu disapa khabar setiap masa...normalkah? apapun, tidak aku harusnya begitu... sedari diri banyak dosa.. sakit itu harus jadi berita gembira.. moga termapunkan segala...

sekolah sudah mula, maka kerja sudah mula melambak... namun aku, masih tidur awal amat.. kemudian salahkan ubat.. aduh..harus diatur urusan dan bersungguh dalam perlaksanaan.. sakit bukanlah alasan.. cuma ujian menguji kekuatan, dan kekuatan itu dari tuhan.. Dia yang memberi kesakitan.. maka pasti Dia erti akan kesungguhan..pasti jalan dipermudahkan.. ameen~

sekarang harus berfikir... dalam kepala yang berat lagi kebas.. bersama denyut-denyutan yang aneh... aku berharap dikurniakan oleh tuhan sedikit ilham agar kerja terlaksanakan...

patience is a shining glory!!!

sekian...


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

A TEST

Bismillah~
the semester has officially commenced today... the studio is good.. but the fact that I'm now in upper pool does give me goose bump... however, it is delightful to meet some Penang-es in the studio, and they are not just from Penang but from Butterworth too...which is..kinda strange~

Starting a new semester should be exciting... but I'm not enjoying it much as I am now very unwell.. the right side of my back is so much in pain... am not sure what causes it.. it prevents me from sitting up straight, but I still need to control my public appearance.. so it hurts even more... adeyh~I'm having some temperature too.. my head hurts... I'm feeling nausea... but it's good that I'm not throwing up anymore.. nothing tastes good on my taste buds.. at some points of the day, I lost my voice... but most of the times.. I could still speak~ I get very drowsy cause of the painkillers.. my painfull back is burning as I keep placing the hot water bottle to it... O'Allah.. if this is the kafarah for my sins.. I'm happy to endure it...

Nevertheless, I think I'm still okay as I can still write this post.. InshaAllah, I will recover soon and get back to life, ameen~


Friday, July 17, 2009

*******

::if i say; a good person is a bad person if he lives thinking that the bad person is really bad and it is a bad idea to be around that bad person because it will make the good person becomes a bad person as bad as the bad person when the bad person somehow really wishes the good person will teach him good so that he can become good as good as the good person and will someday no longer a bad person as bad as he badly thinks he is now::
can you concur???

huhu... Good Night Melbourne~

Monday, July 13, 2009

STOP

Dear Kiambang,
Please STOP,
1. thinking and spending too much on food
2. eating lollies
3. counting your money as its not going to multiple in a day
4. checking your mailbox hundred times per day
5. talking to your teddy bear
6. writing nonsense
7. feeling annoyed
8. wasting time on facebook, twitter, bloging and flickr
9. hating people even though they are bad
10. being angry
11. searching for any new skincare product as nothing suits you best
12. wanting and buying unnecessary stuffs
13. talking nonsense
14. watching nonsense
15. saying 'ooork' as Oya already get annoyed of it... hehee
16. feeling distressed over things that had passed

::If only I could~
I want to go to a place where nobody could find me, just to watch rainbow and sea and appreciate the beauty...

Friday, July 10, 2009

Kiambang layu

melihat kiambang-kiambang layu, mengingatkan aku tentang esok yang belum tentu...
kiambang-kiambang ini, pada semusim yang lalu pastinya menghias tasik itu..menerima puji dari yang kunjung, menambat rindu bagi yang pergi.. namun saat aku tiba, serinya sudah tiada, dahan-dahan meratap hiba dan daun-daunnya menjadi sisa... suatu saat akan tiba, ke dasar tasik akan beradu... bagi kiambang di tasik itu, segalanya berakhir di situ... namun bagi aku, akhirnya di sana... di mana yang kita semua tahu... pada kiambang layu, aku bungkamkan segala radang dan bimbang.. tentang seseorang.. dan seseorang itu ialah aku~